Although the exterior rain continues, the interior has stopped. I needed to go back to my roots... and since I cannot " look unto the hills, from whence cometh my strength" as they are covered in gray falling water, I can and did look to His Word.
It isnt as though I play " let the Bible open where it may" but I had no certain scripture in mind when I opened the little New Testament I have.
Romans, Chapter 8, verses 5 - 10.
It is when I focus on the physical that I feel loss....when I am in His spirit, I can not only function but live. With Him, I can bear all things.
And the question is never am I blessed, it is instead, how can I be a blessing.
Praying I am quiet enough to hear His leading.
He says " be still and know that I AM "
It is a hard thing for a noisy human.